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    Jaaziah Almy Stone

    It is so hard, too, when those addictions feel SO much better in the immediate. I feel like a husk? Hollow and empty and fragile and crumbling? Go play video games for 30 seconds, INSTANT rejuvenation! ….. Kind of. But…. Not really.

    The problem is that the things that are actually good for me feel like they take more effort and energy than the things that aren’t good for me.
    And the things that aren’t good for me feel WAY better instantly. Where as the things that ate healthy often take time to build up that good feeling, and it never really reaches that artificial high that the unhealthy things produce.

    Or, at least that’s the story my brain tells me over and over. I know it’s not true. And yet. 🤷🏻‍♂️