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    Jaaziah Almy Stone

    Being spiritual has never worked for me in fighting addiction, or being a better husband, or a better father. Because I never really understood God’s love for me. I didn’t understand forgiveness, love, empathy… it’s awfully hard to connect to anything or anyone, let alone God, if you don’t understand the most basic principles of who or what they are. And God is love.
    And if I don’t understand love, and if that lack of understanding is preventing me from knowing God, and I am trying to be the spiritual leader I am called to be in my home, with my family, and with others, but I cannot actually connect myself to the God I claim to worship, how on earth can I possibly lead others? It’s the blind leading the blind.

    This is why my wife has expressed that she wants a divorce. I was trying to love her and love our sons, but I did not understand love or forgiveness, and I walked around feeling such intense shame and anger towards myself that that is all I was capable of showing others. Our actions can only mirror what is inside us.
    Now, I understand, and am learning more constantly. And I hope and pray she can see that, too.

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