Dad and Me (My first program)

Dad was a good man. He attended church and sacrificed for his wife and children. He worked and provided. He was a committed husband and sacrificially gave of himself. Dad loved the best he could. But, his love had limits. As long as you did what he asked, he was happy.
Then, there were those times he lost his temper. And, he let you know you were a disappointment.

I left home carrying one major fear. I had failed to meet my dad’s expectations. And, as I grew, I failed a lot more and did not meet the expectations of others. So, even today, when I mess up and someone expresses disappointment, my mood crashes. And, I slump into that I’m-not-good-enough thinking.

Jesus and Me (My second program)

Jesus (God) said I want you to love me with all your heart, and all your soul, and all your mind. And, then love your neighbor and love yourself the same. Move back to reclaim your childhood innocence. And, with that mindset you can enter the Kingdom of God. Do not let your heart be so troubled. Use the tool of prayer to release your old fearful thinking and replace it with my truths. I will walk with you daily. I will be like living water that refuels your soul. Enter my presence and daily abide in my peace, rest, and joy.

Closing

We have all run wounded emotional programs. In life the goal is to move from the first program to the second program. In doing so we are being healed spiritually, emotionally and eternally. Healing happens when we stay in the presence of Abba, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit.

Bible Reading

• Matthew 22:36-40
• Mark 10:15
• John 14:1
• Mark 11:24
• John 14;27
• Luke 6:23
• Matt 11:28

Prayer

Father, help me release my bad programming. I’ve carried it for years. I want to run my system in harmony with your truths. This change is not easy. That failure message is encoded deeply within my soul. Please be Lord of my joys, sorrows, and failings. I want to see myself and live through your eyes. Help me. In Jesus’ name. Amen.