I’ve always wanted to be at the center of an important group. (I just knew that would make me feel special.) But, mostly I found myself on the outer, edges looking in.

I’ve always wanted to be a stand-out in something. But, I’m just average in most areas. And, sometimes below average.

I’ve wanted to be funny. But, I can’t remember jokes.

I’ve wanted to be popular. I have some great friends but I wouldn’t say I am all that popular.

I’ve always wanted more out of life. But, I’ve mostly lived on less.

Am I just whining and complaining? Or, am I verbalizing the realities of life?

In life, you will be disappointed and let down a lot.

Now, that I’m older, and a Christian, I realize God is where all the good stuff happens.

Jesus said, in this world you will have troubles. But, take heart for I have overcome the world.

• My goal now is to be content.
• To have reasonable expectations.
• To grieve well through every disappointment.
• To be striving for more peace, rest, and joy.
• And, to convey that following Christ is a wonderful life decision.

Blessings on you, as you live a regular life, filled with disappointments and still joyfully follow Christ.

Amen.